monumental terribleness happened that made me want to shoot myself. i wish yesterday 4pm didn't happen, that it was all a dream. a bad nightmare.
i wrecked my car, destroying the fender while trying to manouver a narrow lane and caught the back corner of a truck that carelessly parked exceeding space. it escaped unscathed. no point blaming truck. i should have been more careful.
i know, oh-my-god is right.
i feel sick to my stomach with horror and guilt. i have always scratched my car but this is the worst. i should be banned. i should drive a tank instead.
all this has eclipsed the excitement for an anticipated lovely weekend. everyone's busy with preparing for my son's and my mother in-law's double birthday celebrations this weekend. a bit hard to lift up my spirit now.
i hope the weather stays fine. the party venue is outside town. we're having a weekend getaway.
till then, have a fab day.